Hey..
Blogging again..

Have been busy with many stuff..
Sc and 4e1 bbq..
It has been so long since I found myself so comitted into doing something..
Perhaps it has been a long time,
Since I did something I really wanted to,
Something that I hoped it would be successful.
The feeling seems almost distant.

This christmas,
I hope everything would be fun.
And everyone would be able to enjoy themselves.




Experiencing this over and over again.
I really dont like this feeling.
I thought I knew but turns out,
I dont know anything about anyone.
Every single time,
When I feel that I did something well,
When I am pleased with myself,
Sooner or later,
Something would happen and I'm back to where I've started.
Right at zero.

All these seriously dampen my confidence level,
And often,
My self esteem reaches an all time low.
Everytime I'm unsure of myself,
I fall into an identity crisis.
Following it,
All the angst and mixed emotions.

Guess wad?
It's happening now.
Best.

Kk..
Gtg le..
Let me deal with my confused self.
Bb
Love ya~

Maybe,
That's the reason,
I need my angel so much.

Hey,
Blogging again.

This time,
I had so much fun.
I have enjoyed so much more love than before.
Thanks for all that everyone have given me,
I enjoyed myself alot this year.

To all those that wished me,
That helped me celebrate,
That did not forget that day,
Thanks so much.
For that,
I feel so thankful and blessed.

Love ya~

Hey..
Blogging again..

I was wrong.
I was seriously mistaken.
Thanks Shir, Yan lin and Wan Qin for my surprise.
I really appreciate it alot.
Thanks so much for everything.
Thanks for being my friends.


I shall blog more when I return

Love ya~

Hey..
Blogging again..

Went to yan liang house to celebrate..
Here's wishing yan lin happy birthday!
Saw shir with short hair le..
Nt bad ya..

It's this time of the year again.
The time when the fear of being forgotten overwhelms me.
This is one that is very important to me,
And I dont want people to forget it.
I really dont.

Perhaps I was alittle disappointed today,
Disappointed that this was not taken seriously.
I would be lying if I said I did not care,
So I'm nt going to do that.
But I dont blame anyone,
Except myself and my expectations.
I'm someone who has very idealistic visions and wants.
However,
A friend that made my day.
Thanks for the card.
I really appreciate it and it really means alot to me.
Thanks =)

I realised something.
How naive and foolish of me to believe that.
To think that it was only me who have felt that.
I have woken up and I need to snap out of it.
To pull myself together.
Thanks for the short moment of happiness.

Kk..
Gtg le..
Love ya~

Hey blogging..

These fews days have been heartwarming i guess..
It's only now in which I begin to feel my existence isnt invisibe...
That I'm being loved and respected..

I went to my grandparents place on sun..
Something which I didnt do for very long cuz of exams
The most memorable moment for me was when I saw my granddad's face lit up when he saw me..
As I'm nt rlly close with my grandparents,
I felt that really glad that my existence brought joy..
It was the first time I ever saw him smiled like that =)


The first time,
I felt that my parents wanted to make an effort to not make false promises..
To mean what they say.
And to give in to me.
I'm glad,
For I felt that they respected what I believed in. ^^


Prom was on mon..
I thought it would be boring but it was not..
I had so much fun =)

I meet up with wei cheng, eggs and george first before reaching..

Here are some random pics


Me and Char




Steve and his face exhibition



Abi, Xiong and Me



Me, Char and classmates



Form teacher with char, me and ying jie


After the event,
I heard many went clubbing..
And best thing is that,
I'm nt even 18 yet
HA

Den, wei cheng said,
Go la, I lend u my IC
BEST
When he's one day younger then me.
...
LOL


Me and wei cheng



Kk..
Gtg le..
love ya~

Hey..
Blogging again..

A lvls are finally over!
I seriously cant believe it..

And guess wad?
The moon's super bright today..
LOL


2 Apologies to make

Firstly,
The harsh tone I used in my previous entry.
I will not take back what I have said,
But nevertheless,
I'm sorry.
I just do not like being looked down upon,
being compared with,
being told that I cannot do it.
I apologise for my fits of fury

Secondly,
For this,
I seriously do not know why I am apologising..
I really have no idea what I did wrong..

Argh..
Forget it,
Ignore me all you want.
I dont really care.



Kk..
Last thing,
The holidays are finally here?
Wishing all, Happy Holidays!!!

Love ya~

Hey,
Blogging again..


I'm kinda in a bad mood..
So dun mind me ya?

Hear to share a good news,
My sis gt some edusave award thing.
=)
And,
Last paper for A lvls is 2mr!!!


Aside from that,
Perhaps just a few words to vent my frustrations?

From the moment you were disappointed in me,
You became someone I will never want to work hard for.
From the continuous breaking of promises I hold so dearly,
You became someone I will never want to believe in again.
From the moment you chose to put me down.
You became someone I was disappointed in.

Is there a need to keep repeating it?
Is there a need to keep rubbing it in my face?
Thanks for always focusing on my flaws,
When I needed a boost in morale.
Thanks for chiding me,
When I'm at my worst and was seriously in need of some support.











































































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