Hey, blogging again..

Time to emo in hall again..
Shir's nt ard 2dae..
Everything has been much quiet.

Quizzes, tutorials, reports n projects are piling..
Feeling the heat,
But not any strength to pull through..

At times like that,
I think alot.

I think about how he is doing now.
Whether he is doing fine in army.
Did he made it into OCS?
Or SCS?
Whether he has someone nice to accompany him,
Or if he is like me,
Alone when everything dies down.
If even once in these 7 years,
Have he thought of me.
Have he missed me.

I think about how my dearest friends are doing in army.
Whether they are going through pain,
Whether they have made good friends,
Whether they can hold it out till the end.
If they have proper meals,
If their training are humane,
If they are healthy.

I think about fellow friends in NUS,
If they are coping well,
If they have seen the superficial of people,
If they are hurt in the process.

I think about my family,
Whether they are eating well,
Whether they are healthy,
Whether they are happy.

I think about my Samuel that has suffered much in hostel.
On the brink of death.
I had to leave him at home as it would be more detrimental is he came to hall with me.
I think about him having to go through his last few days alone.
I think about the days I have to go through without him by my side first time in 5 years.
I am so sorry dear.




I didnt make it through Modern Jazz Auditions,
Even though I want to make up excuses for myself,
I have to admit at the end of the day that I am not good enough.
But I gave it my all,
I really did.
Passion alone wasnt enough.

Depressed,
Demoralised,
I'm feeling it all now.
Not even my new specs can make me happy now.

My angel will appear soon right?
I pray.


Kk
Gtg le..
Love ya~

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