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Tuesday, February 01, 2011

Hey blogging again..

2mr's CNY

And I'm supposed to be in my cny mode

2dae's a happy day but I have no idea why am I feeling so down..

Is it the weather?

The weather that dampens the happy mode..

When everything quietens down,

When all the noise disappear,

I realised,

Just like from the beginning,

I am alone.

Shir's at cheer,

And I'm in hall alone again.

This silence, though peacefully,

Is not one that I desire.

Though I've friends,

But I know that they cant be consistently around me,

That I cant bother them too much with my nonsense.

But just for today,

I really dont want to be alone.

The feeling of being so sad without knowing the reason,

Is just so sad..

At least I'm having dinner with my neighbours..

I thought going with them too often might be awkward just in case we run out of topics to talk about..

But just for now,

I really dont want to be left alone.

The feeling's terrible.

Later will be going down for sing and strum..

My role this time would be playing the piano..

I really have no confidence man..

Even though everyone tells me I can do it,

I really think I cant...

Facing things that I want to do really well,

I am afraid,

But I'm just going to have to be strong,

Again,

I pray for strength,

The strength to face all coming my way,

The strength to face all sincerely,

The strength to accept new surroundings,

The strength to be strong without my angel wings.

This loneliness will disappear soon I hope,

Will all my busy-ing days coming soon,

Chingay, Valentine's day hall performance, Schoolwork, Canvassing during valentine's day

And last but not least,

My mini event to show appreciation

At least,

I will not be alone right?

Gtg

Love ya~

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