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Tuesday, July 05, 2011
Hey,Blogging again...
After so so long?
Many things to do,
Many things to worry about,
Many things to look forward to,
And many things to worry about.
CCA stuffs have been invigorating but tiresome at times..
But nevertheless,
I'm so glad I joined it.
The events that connects my OG together
And I met new friends there,
And these friends I made,
Dont seem the least fake to me.
Was at the girl's photoshoot ytd,
Was at the girl's photoshoot ytd,
And it was fun!
Was tiring have to prepare stuffs,
Getting up early, travelling so damn far,
But I had fun and I learnt tons of stuff..
Helped Sheena DIY-ed those hair accessories
And help matched the shoot clothing..
And help matched the shoot clothing..
Watching the whole process brought on waves of emotions,
Pity, envy, and memories of the past as well..
And just the slightest,
For a brief moment,
I experienced what I wanted,
The intense and warm gaze fixated only on me,
The one that belongs solely to me and not to anyone else.
For that I'm so glad you came.
The big dilemma came afterwards,
A bleak opportunity to improve relations,
It was so tempting though the odds were low,
But I really couldnt just put it aside..
It was a chance for things to improve,
For me to get back into place.
It was when I dialled for help,
Which I suddenly feel the difference.
The difference in concern.
Though both useful and with good intentions,
I could feel the different priorities and the effort to really want to help.
For that,
I'm so grateful.
And for that moment,
I really saw an answer to the dilemma i had long ago
And this answer,
No matter how I am regarded,
Whether or not I am in the best-est of the best,
Whether or not I am in the best-est of the best,
But I will give my best-est because this is what I should.
In the midst of getting many favourable things,
I experience severe disappointment too.
This time I will not let it slide.
Not until I get an apology I swear.
For breaking something important to me,
The least I could have received is a sincere apology.
Dont give me the shit of throwing all the blame on me.
You know that it is your fault.
Though you feel better when you put the blame on me,
I am not like mummy or daddy that will tolerate all your disrespect.
How would you feel if I broke something important to you,
And I gave the same reaction you did.
Not only did you just inform without any sign of regret,
You made it seem like it didnt have anything to do with you.
Dont give me this nonsense please.
If you did something wrong,
Dont be a coward and just admit, then accept the punishment.
It's just so disappointing that you dont respect people around you.
It's just so disappointing that you dont respect people around you.
Kk.
Going to contd my vid spree
Bb
Love ya~
You coloured my life @
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