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Monday, July 18, 2011

Hey,

Blogging again..

Stuffy stuffy stuffy

And I seem to not be able to breathe.

It feels tiring and exhausting,

And it sucks not being able to rest well,

Cause even in my sleep,

The problems surface out.

CCA stuff,

Gathering stuff,

Celebration stuff,

Exchange stuff,

Course matching stuff,

Boys stuff,

Friends stuff,

School starting stuff.

I'm dealing with damn lot of nonsense now.

And it is definitely worse than it sounds.

This time,

It feels bad-der..

Even amongst the busyness,

I can hear the deafening silence,

The creepy desolation,

Even before the noisiness quietens down.

CRAP

And just well all these are happening,

My self esteem hits the all time low.

SHIT it man..

Must have been the training on prev sunday.

I think nxt time,

For all future trainings,

I really need to put on my disguise,

The only thing I find comfort and security in.

I really am not confident of this genre,

So please stop saying I'm good in it.

It just feels sadder.

I miss dancing girls style.

The overflowing confidence and exuding aura given off,

Is damn cool and addictive.

Flaunting to the world,

That you are proud to be a girl,

Proud to be who you are.

I desperately need to find this feeling back better and drop any further.

Cuz

It is the confidence you have in yourself that makes others confident about you.

Some happy stuffs now.

Saturday mon was FOC briefing,

Was boring shit,

But thank god shadow made it,

It not I'm like the only one there man..

And it was cool cuz I havent seen her in ages..

Miss her alot ^^

Uziel outing later on was fun too.

We were at the barrage watching fireworks,

And just stoning there..

Getting there was terrible sia

LOL

My yewsoon and matthew waited at the bus stop for like 40 mins MAN

WTH

HAHA

We wait till really wanted to go home le..

Haha

But the process was bonding?

We kept complaining non stop..

When we reached barrage,

Was late le but cld see the fireworks though..

Although we didnt do much,

It was still amazing how everyone was still able to bond like this,

Was still meet, sit and chat like this..

This alone just felt very heartwarming.

Though there's no spark,

I'm still glad,

That it bothers you when they say that,

That you feel shy when they do,

That it's not just some random nonsense to you,

I'm glad,

Seriously =)

Kk,

I gtg le..

Love ya~

You coloured my life @
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