Thursday, December 29, 2011
Hey,
Blogging again...
This time blogging more about the korea trip..
Haha cuz shir said she would be diary-ing her trip
Then I suddenly feel like I shd too,
To document this journey,
One that would be great to remember
However,
It'll be in pieces though,
Cuz I dont want this blogging process to be a chore,
More of one that I juz blog to remember
Dont want to hide any,
Just want it to truthfully reflect,
Not everything though,
Just things that I want to remember.
Perhaps,
I want to remember the beautiful snowflakes that glistered in the night light,
The snowflakes that are genuinely, crystal shaped
So pretty, so pure, so thought provoking
When looking at this snow,
I cant help but wonder,
Who did I want to share this moment with,
And it was then you realised who were those impt to you,
JC friends,
Sc friends,
Hua yi friends,
The special someone,
But not surprisingly,
Uni friends have never crossed my mind.
And than you think further,
If you will ever meet a special someone,
Someone who you want to protect,
Someone who you want to care for,
Someone who you can rely and trust.
And if I really do,
How will he be like?
I also want to remember the exhilarating rush when skiing
The wind behind your ears,
The increased heartbeat of acceleration,
The coldness covered up by heat of excitement.
Again,
A lone time to think of alot,
As there is a clash of interest in the family.
The land of snow triggers feelings of achievement,
What have I done to make the world different?
In the vast white land,
Compared to my little self,
What do I want to achieve,
And do I even have the courage to achieve it.
I have always prided myself as one that I willing to do whatever I wanted.
To experience things that I want to,
To be who what I wanted to be at all cost.
However,
This time you know you have so much to bear,
So many expectations of you,
That every one move will impact those you love,
That the life you want to lead might not give the best to those around you.
Decisions, decisions,
I wonder how will I choose in the end.
A life for others?
I really dont know.
Skiing was amazing with Gloria and Gideon,
We climbed bout for 45 minutes I'm sure,
Stopping at random grounds to stone on the ice for 5 mins
And we really reached the place where the ski lifts extends to.
That last slide down was super stress though,
Having to break continuously Haha
But at least I didnt crash into someone unlike Gideon
LOL sorry gideon haha
My first higher slope was with funing and fuxiong,
Was urged by funing to go higher though.
Haha, wasnt a good experience coming down though LOL
And a cool experience,
The first time causing someone to fall.
Reminds me of memoirs of the geisha. Haha
An amazing feeling, no words but just a smile.
I want to remember the theme parks,
A place where happiness never ends,
A place where you see smiles,
A place where you hear laughter.
Perhaps,
What I really want to be,
Is a theme park for all those I love,
That I can put a smile on their faces,
Though momentarily,
But still at least for an instant,
They were happy because of me,
And that they dont cry,
Because its the immense sadness that would bring tears,
Unless those are tears of joy.
Wanting to try new experiences,
Where though you love ur family very much,
You know they are unable to accompany you through this one.
A place that you have to go with friends,
To experience the jaw dropping rides,
To buy cute head bands together,
To psycho each other to take rides that you never would have alone,
To create memories that would last a lifetime.
I want to remember the night that everyone came together.
When I made friends with gloria, gideon, gabriel, bronson and funing.
One of the times you are so grateful that facebook existed.
That mutual friends started the spark.
And my noisy personality helped to keep things going.
I can still remember walking to 7-11
In -10 degrees,
To buy a pack of cards worth $7 bucks
LOL max
The distance though short,
Was cool,
Buying stuff with friends at night in Korea.
It's times like this,
You dont think of much,
You just get too caught up with these new friends,
And want to learn more about them.
A cute family with the mini eyes I like.
At night, went to their room with sis,
And poker all the way to 3am man haha
We played heart attack, bridge, slap jack..
All poker games that we could think of,
It was amazing man haha
Just purely chilling and relaxing...
And it was fun finding an NTU friend on foreign grounds,
And an ADM student too!
Haha, cheers to Gabriel.
I hope I'm not too noisy to the 3 of them.
Haha another thing to remember,
The noisy threesome haha
Mateus (pronounced as ma-tie-ears), timothy and jayden
Haha Jayden and his angry bird (penguin from everland) was super funny
Having that 3 little musketeers lighting up the whole tour was enjoyable.
Played oven break, tiny tower with them
3 lovable kids.
But the thing I rmb most and am grateful for is them sharing.
Sharing alot about how they treat their soft toys haha
To the me that didnt know them for too long,
Think it takes a connection for them to pauto on each other LOL
Jayden pulls off all his stitch'es hair LOL haha
And the fact that I know they like me and my sis better than the rest haha
Something you can feel,
Probably all the gaming haha
And last and more importantly,
The fact the Jayden remembered that I was going hongkong for exchange.
You usually dont remember alot about someone you just met,
And especially for kids,
It's something that you dont do.
I still remember Jayden telling his dad,
Dad! I know something about Constance.
She's going hongkong for the next 6 mths!
Mayb it wasnt impt to him,
But it was to me.
To someone that wants to be different,
To someone that wants to be remembered,
To someone that dreads to be just someone on the street.
Thanks Jayden
I dont want to forget thinking of names for the initial happy feet
I dont want to forget settling on the name angry bird
I dont want to forget learning about your lives
I dont want to forget how stitch's butt's cotton all drop out
I dont want to forget playing tiny tower together with Mateus
I dont want to forget worrying about my phone cover when they are playing with my phone
I dont want to forget discussing what movies to watch together
I dont want to forget Mateus telling me that he watched all the movies halfway
I dont want to forget how happy I was when Mateus and Timothy were sitting behind me on the plane
I dont want to forget how Timothy tried to squeeze his head in to the seat infront just because me and sis were infront
I dont want to forget them running to me when they see me
I dont want to forget their bright smiles that would light up my day
Thanks friends =)
That's all for today,
Perhaps another time when I rmb something,
I'll post again.
Hopefully before hk though
Love ya~
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